As the title says…… i seriously got nothing to blog @ the moment….. life’s been pretty boring….but don’t worry..i’ve been squeezing my brain real hard….hopefully i will be coming up with something interesting soon!!!

Stay tuned folks!!! I mean like really stay tuned ok ??  hehe

Great day guys!!

If  parents can have one single wish for their kids, i think they will wish their kids to have a life like mine. Oh wait, i’m not saying i’m such a role model for the young kids these days. I’m basically claiming how BORING, yes the big B is my life.

Am i timid ? Am i shy ? I basically don’t know what’s wrong with me. Perhaps i’m kinda anti-social. And you know that’s a big word. Being anti-social after having to work for so many years? U must be kidding me ! But then again, what if i tell you i’m just plain LAZY ? All the woo haa & the hee haa is just not my cup of tea. I mean i used to love clubbings, it’s almost like if i missed out a Friday nite, my life just cannot go on ( What was i thinking?). I mean it wasn’t all that bad…hey  fishing rich and handsome guys….which girl don’t enjoy that? BUT….i always ended up with a bucket full of  ” Heh-bi ” you know what that means? ” heh-bi” = small prawns, and once they are cooked, they disappeared.

I mean, in a small town like this, what thing possibly would you be craving for? Listen up, for the more “decent” typo person, we have the cinema ( which is dirty and smelly, sometimes i wonder will there be any “left-over” sperm grueling on the stools? Get real! ), a rather “special treat” to a once in a while ice-blended drinks from Coffee bean, or caffeine digging @ Starbucks , shopping once in a while in a dogie fashion house, ( when i say dogie, it’s really dogie. I don’t know what kinda fucking fashion sense people have here.) Sorry folks, i can hear sentences like ” Then what the fuck are you still going there?” The sad truth is, there is no other fucking places to go ! Thank God for places like MNG…….and ….oh….Sorry, there’s only MNG. Surprisingly people here can take MNG!! Cos they seems to be breeding out more outlets these days! Esprit? The outlet was done up nicely….but……without a single soul ? Why? I just don’t get it ?! Oh…probably the prices are too yiaky yiaky !! and people are sensitive with PRICE here. Yeah, i mean over the years, more shopping centres are popping out….but i don’t know why, i just don’t go crazy with shopping here. Probably i know half of the people in my town have seen that particular outfit, or that particular shoe, or…or…or…..so many fucking OR ssss!  So….shopping is really not the “thing” to do here.  Ok, for the more decent side of me, i think without the cinema & the shopping, can you still call a life, LIFE ?

Leaving with no better choice, i decided to do the ”home bound”. Meaning ? staying @ home most of the time. Doing what?? Watching soapies? Yeah, u heard it right…watching lotsa lotsa soapies!! & when i got so tired of soapies, i watch reality show on youtube!! You know those America Next Top Model, Project Runway……( I really still think i should be a fashion designer rather than a fucking Interior…..anyway, is there anything i can do about it now? NO ! ) So yeah, that basically sums up my life here. Sensing the big B already ?

For a not so decent side of me ……remember i am a GEMINI ?? Sometimes the whole 2 typo personality thing doesn’t really cling into my believes. But..reality check ? I think  i am a 2 sided person. NOTE: 2 sided person here doesn’t mean I’m 2 faced! It’s a complete 2 different words and meanings. I can be that ” Marry has a little lamb, little lamb, little lamb,Marry has a little lamb, little lamb, my fair lady” Typo person, for like many days….and then i don’t know if it’s the hormone, and then suddenly, I’m a completely different typo person for another few more days. And i do question myself, am i mentally sick? Like those people that possessed multiple personalities? But then again, i know exactly what my the other self was doing…..so blah….( and i thought i was doing a movie here…Ha! )

And so my not so decent side of me constantly reminding me that i should be more aggressive towards living a life. I should go out there grab all the good stuff, enjoy life a bit more, socialise a bit more, be good to myself a bit more. Don’t just live a laid back life. And @ this moment, i really think i should be listening to my not so decent side of self. Because i realised, staying @ home ain’t gonna open up my opportunities to a lot of things, let it be new friends, new way of life….you know ? Be wild, I’m not saying i need to smoke my way to death, or have sex with any passerby and treat that as PART of life. No matter the decent or the not so decent side of me still knows that is very wrong.

So, how should  i live a wild and open life but still stick to my dignity as being a decent person ?

You tell me.

Sometimes i wonder, what is the point of having a blog of my own? Do i have lotsa thing to tell people? Am i a celebrity that everybody would want to have a piece of me? Am i a good writer? What is my aim @ the end of the day ?

All the above mentioned is nothing close to who i am.

When i haven’t started my own blog, i kinda envied those that have a blog of their own. They write with their heart and soul, and it seems like they really DO enjoy having a blog! And it seems like a very easy thing to do! All you need is to write something up, with a few pictures and boom! There you have it ! Well….now having a blog of my own…how come i don’t feel that way @ all ?

Life is already a burden on it’s own, and now I’m putting an extra piece of weight on me, simply for the fun of it ? One part i simply don’t get it is, when you have your own blog, 1st of all you need to market it ? Visiting lots and lots of people’s blog, just for the exchange of a few hellos in the chatting box ? And then ? What’s next ? The next day, you just have to do everything all over again. If this is really the reason of having a blog, then i really don’t see the point.

After rounds and rounds of thinking and analysing, i guess all i’m asking is to have some genuine readers. As some of you might notice, i no longer go visiting as often as i used to.  Because i simply don’t see the point of doing so. But for some genuine readers that i already have,  I really do appreciate you guys! You guys are just simply the reason why i’m still keeping this blog alive!!

Anyway, this is just my ” Thought of the day” , actually i think i should change my title to “Thought of the day” instead of  “Wonder” ……Oh well…..

I don’t know what i’m going get out of this entry, but i guess having to think things through once in a while is considered to be a healthy thing to do???

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Alrighty guys!! Stay tune for my next post!!! Hohoho!!

What is Byoonin?? It means a sick person in Japanese. Just like the poor little girl in the picture above. Why did i choose this picture and have a title I am a byoonin?? Because i’m sick for so many days and still haven’t recover YET!!!!!

I’m currently having swollen tonsils with lots & lots of ulcers covering on my tonsils, can you imagine the pain?? I’ve been having this sickness for quiet sometimes, and doctor actually advise me to remove my tonsils!! Yiaks….that sounds even more painful!!

What do you guys think?? Should i remove my tonsils?? I wonder if there’s any side effects to removing the tonsils?? mmmmmm……..

Anyway guys, i’ll update as soon as i can once my tonsils are back to it’s comfort zone.

As we are approaching the Summer, June, July & August, we are starting to feel the lush of immense heat building up. Eventhough we belong to the tropics, but somehow, they do have their own 4 seasons.

And recently, the heat is so intense that you almost got a free workout just by standing there, and if you move, that’s consider even more workout you are doing!!! Just imagine!! I was sweating like crazy last night, and a thought ran through my head. I need something to cool me down…..i need it……so i went throught some photos in my pc and found these;

Ahhhhh……green green grass of home…….Greenland!!! Except there’s not a single grass in sight..it’s all covered with ICE!! Ice ice baby….. Was there about 3 years ago!!! and instantly i felt a cool breeze running through me!!!!